biography
alanda
ex- SACian
NYPian
muddle- headed
alanda_16@hotmail.com

dum- deedly- dum. :)

Love is the most complicated four letter word that ever exist in this world..Take 3 years to shape a relationship but only 3sec to end..

adoration
Snuggling under my covers
Shopping
Bitching around with my Loves
Colours
Jazz

detestation
Disappointments
Empty promises
Liars :(
Icky stuffs

jazz with me on

Join me on Friendster!
endless wishes
- Lancome Miracle[ So magic ]!!!
- rebonding
- edc jacket
- mango jacket
- handbag
- puma trainers
- track stuffs [i wanna get back to jogging!]
- that watch
- stronger backbone

- be single till i m truely ready (:

- peace

whispers




other beauties

evangeline
jialu
sheralyn
ben [Ah pek]
emily
jessica [Les partner]
jill
khairul
samuel [da shu]
sharon [irriatating fella]
stanley [Talltall]
yvonne


my past

itssimplified.
plainsimplicity.
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006


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that's when she jazz

Friday, April 14, 2006

i can only say, those ppl. okie fine. me, i m lousy.
i m a loser who can relate to no one but only ended up. to james yet again. i jus sent him a msg on friendster. n i m regreting alittle now.
i hate guys. i truly do. all the same. only ferr stanley n james n john matts.
all others said they could tolerate my klutz-ness, stupid-ness, retardee-ness, and all faults and all. they mentioned abt never asking me to change, cos i m jus the way i m.
ended up.. ? asking me, hoping that i will b more mature, get rid of klutz-ness, stupid-ness, retardee-ness, and all faults. its okies if its all ood ferr me, but dont expect much frm me!!
e more u push me, e more i fight back n go against ur wishes, dont ever blame it on me. if u cant accept e way i m, show urself the way out. i dont need u.
i hate it when they make me reliant on them den wants sth in return. cos i know i would not n cant change. how to change my clumsy-ness? by being more focus? i m already as a matter a fact focusing with my full point attention. i hate the part of suddenly alone again. its always like tt. pickin myself up again n again. its tiring.
so please ppl. stop doing this to me, if u know u cant tolerate me, just get lost.

wouldyoujazzwithmeat
3:00 AM

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