shit craps. my parents just came back with my supper, n my dad knocked the car door off while parking. the prb with him is that he's
always starting to move the car even when that person haven get on or off properly yet. hais.
anyways. pissed n pissed with my mom.
conversation:
her: where's ququ? so long haven seen him. hmmm.. ask him to come on monday to move things want?
me: hais. i dont know. i'm not his keeper, u want u call him urself. we arent talking much either.
her: aiyo. quarrel? y quarrel? i treat him like my son leh.
**me thinking**: fcukling, she has gotten so used to him already!
me: i dono, we'r jus not that close already, we werent even that close anyways, n its not quarrel, just not talking.
if u want, i can get other male classmates.
her: stanley ar.
me: ya, if you want a "GODSON", he's the best one, somemore with the same surname as us.
thru-out the whole holiday, she has been asking me, "wher's ququ?, why so long haven seen him?, ask him come la?, ask him help to move house la?"
i've always been lying that he's busy working, recently i changed it to, he's busy clubbing. [i know i m doing him injustice by saying that, cos i know my mom doesnt like clubbing kids. but i jus want her not to rely too much on him]
but she stil wants him. what's so nice about him anyways?
i respect ppl who can make my mom like them, but i hate them too. cos they are my mom's likes. so now u guys get it y i'm constantly easily fcuked up when u uys asked abt ken?! irriatable.
then anyways, this time i didn want to lie to my mom already, so i asked whether he can help, just like what my mom wants,
me:" r u free on monday, labour day?"
ken:" em.. why?"
me:" my mother wants your help."
ken:" em.. haha.. help her? how.. explain details.."
me:" you message her and ask her yourself la. hmmm.. moving things la. you are so dead already, my mother likes you. ha ha ha."
ken:" em.. gif me de time n let me noe.. i muz plan.. haha.."
me:" u know sth, you can just say no, then i will tel her that. then i dont have to lie.nevermind, she says she'l jus ask for your help agn when we fully pack or what."
** no more reply from him **
what i meant by the lie part is that i have been lying to my mom that he's not free n all when i didn even ask him. so if he could jus say no, i can jus lift my head high n say that he says that he is not free.
she at last said that" ask for his help again when we fully packed" when i told her say he needs to plan his time 1st.
my sis said before, its my fault that i'm always giving a casual ok when he wants to come to our house. i'm starting to think so too.
