Have I mention before of how much I LOVE my DEAREST DAD!?!?!??! He's simply the best of da best. If he weren't my dad, I would had married him! Hahas.. jkiddin.. but I truly hope for my future husband to have some of his GOOD characteristics. Hahas.. some, meaning that I don't wish for my future husband to be as lazy as him. Hahas..
Anyways, he cooked barley today, bought herbal tea yesterday. And on sun, I've got fever, I doubt he knows that, but he knows that I'm sick, so he cooked FISH PORRIDGE!!! Loving it! Muacks muacks. I love him simply to the max. DEAREST DADA!!
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So.. that day I went out with fish. N at last! At last! Someone knows how I actually felt, n made me realized of that's how I actually felt, and thus waken-ing up. (: thanks girl.
I m angry bcos I felt used by him, I felt lk a puppet.
I m upset bocs I felt jealous. I thot that he belongs to me only. Not as in relationship tied. I mean I felt that he could only be nice to me n no one else.
Examples::
- terrence was nice to me till mirri gotten close to them, n thus he bcoming nice to her[ I got jealous ] but luckily I've got jon!
- Gotten close to Stanley then in e end he was nice to mirri too[ I got jealous too ] ( that was last time) but anyways, that time I got jon n ken.
- Holiday, gotten close to shawn, then to finding out of his gf[ I got jealous ] I went mia
- Ken got a gf now[ I m jealous ]. But I got Stanley!! Rights stacy?? (:
So… I m really truly fine! (: n stop teasin me already! Hehex..
I like to conclude! I really appreciate those who put e smile on my face. I love you guys. <<3
**happiness is always shortlived.so.. no matter how brief it is, try to make it at its happiest.