alrights, i've been tagged.

1. felicia
2. sheralyn
3. james
4. jialu
5. sam
6. evangeline
7. maggie
8. jessica
9. shawn
10. stanley
11. york feng
12. amanda tee
13. wei qiang
14. winson
15. hyan elliott
16. keith
17. jonathan
18. john
19. mirri
20. apple

1. How did you meet number 14?
(winson) intro-ed to me by john who wanted me to know more guys. :P

2.What would you do if you had never met Number 1?
(felicia) oh, i guess my life would be better? ha! no way man! she's an important part of my life! MY BEST FRIEND! i guess if i haven met her, i would never have allowed other frens get close to me, as i'v been thrown aside by my best fren b4 meeting her. she's important to me. she let me open up to believe in real frens. thank you!

3.What would you do if 20 and 9 dated you? Why would they anyway?
(shawn) hahas.. we were once together! he was my 1st.
(apple) its not gonna happen. she's a she. she's james's baby sister. she's 5 this yr( i think). hahas

4.Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
(evangeline and jonathan) evan's together with her jon. my jonathan's mia. a good couple? might so, cos they two fun club people i guess. jon are u? hahas..

5.Describe Number 3.
(james) he's my best bf ever. best male friend. bestest best friend. he's smart, attractive on both e in n out, cool to be with, he knows me inside out[more than i ever know myself]. the love of my life, irreplaceable.

6.Do you think No.8 is attractive?
(jessica) definitely, she's my ex-les partner. :) hahas

7.Tell me something about No.7.
(maggie) she's no longer schooling. others may say her. but no matter what she does, i'm n will be always behind her.

8.Do you know anything about no.12's family?
(amanda) she has dad mom 2bros, her parents cant remember my name at most of the time. hahas.. mom's a nurse, dad's workin at airlines[i guess?] hahas.. bros? i think tt 1's weird, a little dark. hahas..

9.What is No.10's favourite?
(stanley) he loves me! hahas. i dont know, i guess baby, n my company? hahas i dont know, TELL ME STANLEY!

10.What would you do if 11 confesses that he/she likes you?
(york feng) hahas, she did before, rights york? read ur or mine previous post or whatever. hahas.. but its impossible la, she's deeply in love with her gf. sobs. me no longer. hahas..

11. What language does 15 speak?
(hyan elliott) english, mostly like me la, chinese too but not great. hahas..

12.Who is 18 going out with?
(john) i dont know, he's back in his country already, no longer in contact. i miss his knowledge. hahas..

13.What is your relationship with no.16 and how old is he/she now?
(keith) weee!! my ever-ly busy walking dictionary. i guess he should be 24? 25? i dont know. oh no..

14.When was the last time you talked to 13?
(wei qiang) hmmm.. a few days ago, we sms-ed. i miss him. growls.

15.Who's 2's favorite singer?
(sheralyn) me? hahas.. i guess too many, cos there were too many artists in her ipod. heex..

16.Would you date number 4?
(jialu) we were out ferr a few days already, but i think cant too often ar? hurr jialu. hahas..

17.Would you date 14?
(winson) ermms..? to have a meal? sure. i'm alrights with any1. hahas..

18.Is 15 single?
(hyan) from the last time we spoke, she was happily attached to her gf. :)

19.What's 10's last name?
(stanley) it kinda depends. in other words, not too sure. hahas.. stanley, i know u'r so gonna kill me. hahas..

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20.Would you ever consider being in a relationship with 6?
(evangeline) we r currently in one full of LOVE! our lovely friends-relation. :) [or is it a 1-sided? hahas.. i love n miss u plenty my dear!]

21.What school does 3 go to?
(james) damn. i dont know, he's in japan. i didnt ask for fear that i would make myself fly there to stalk him. hahas..

22.Where does 4 live?
(jialu) tampines

23.What's your favorite thing about number 5?
(sam) his maturity and caring soul. he's always concerning about my ups n downs. thanks. :)

24. What do you think of no.13?
(wei qiang) he's my little cousin, growing up to be a handsome gentleman, with my help. DUH! hahas..

25. What do no.4 and no.19 have in common?
(jialu and mirri) actually, NOTHING! except for their gender? hahas..

26.what special qualities does no.17 hold in your life?
(jonathan) hmmm.. he made me realised that anyone can just cheat on their partners. he proposed to jess when he was with me [or when we jus broke up? jeex.. i forgot. hahas] and also had an affair with fahmy[who was then my or jess's gf] hahas.. confusing? u haven gotten e big picture with the many other ppl involved yet. ha!

PEOPLE TO DO THIS:
evan, stan[time to update ur blog!], jess, ben[update la!], khairul, sheralyn[please update my dear gal], york.

wouldyoujazzwithmeat
9:48 PM

i've realised that, often, i may say. i often say that u wont understand til u'r in that situation urself.

so, what i jus realised was that, sometimes when u'r in a situation, u can also get a clearer better picture, when u see it in some others' same situation too. so its like the reverse. jus like differentiate n integrate.
:)
i'm feeling better. seriously, bcos of the talk that this one fren gave me, tt one night. althou i must apologize, sam sorry that i screwed u up that day. but i thot over what u said. y should i feel upset when he did bad. he should be the one feeling bad instead, n so what i'm supposed to do was to forgive him, n not let him get to me with his bad doings.
sorry sam, u know the way i m, dislike it when others strikes the chord of what's in my heart. but i would always sit down to think about the talk. thank you.

..
remembering what i told jess n stan tt day about how we used to think goodlooking guys r often e bad guys, bcos they think tt they'v got what it takes to be bad to girls. n now its the bad-looking guys who'r evil too. ahahs..
kies. laters.

wouldyoujazzwithmeat
9:39 PM

oh. my phone's screwed. my mom asked me to trade in. but hais.. i cant bear to part la.

wouldyoujazzwithmeat
2:29 PM

just back from my porridge trip with my dearest dad. then dearest dad has to choose the table in front of the drinks stall, of all tables. tsk..
cos we were eating, then the drinks stall uncle n auntie were quarrelling. all vuglarities out. but they were like cb cb cb cb cb cb all e way, its like the whole hawker full of their voices n vuglars. my dad was like, "1st time see u eat so fast." i cant tolerate people scolding so much at a time, its disgusting. n so many ppl eatin. wth. i mean its okie to scold fcuk like once or what. but he was scoldin string n strings of vuglarities with only vuglarities. agrr..

stanley!, next time when u'r selling chicken rice, dont be like that uncle ar. hahas..

hmmm... happier note. i've received my birkens!!!!! lulalalu!! hehex.. virgin whisper white. loves loves. thanks fish!!!!!!! ferr the help. :)))
<333333 hmmm.. but of all days. tsk. cos shijia spoilt my 30 plusplus bucks slipper, so we hav got only 2 ripples slippers. then my sisters wore both out this morning. so i've got no choice but to wear my new birkens. sobs sobs. of all days! wet floors. agrr. sobs. but its still at e same condition la. hais.

then.. afr our meal, it was drizzling. so my dearest dad bought newspaper, i mean he doesn read the morning or what, only reads the nights' version. so he bought ferr me to cover my head. hehex.. he was like, "later you sick again" loving him!! his littlest tiniest gestures. i lurveee him to bits! n he's cooking FISH porridge now. <33

so i met up with jialu ytd. updates on her life n all. so much so much. we'v learnt much too. but i seriously hope that the guy's nice. n she wont get hurt the way i'v got played. i'l pray ferr her. that guy better b nice. or i shall **growls!!
i'm protective towards my friends!

i'm taking a little break today. then study hard tmor, ferr tuesday! hope i do well for my dada.

hardgay jialu. hahas..

wouldyoujazzwithmeat
2:20 PM

studyin last night was short. but good too, cos the two totally spoilt my mood to study. anyways. i went to make my ic today.. hur hur. lulalalu..

wouldyoujazzwithmeat
2:07 PM

** u said that u worry ferr me. i shrugged. but i would have said," dont be a fake, cos u'r disgusting me further than any1 has ever does so."
it still bring tears to my eyes when u said that, bcos u'r dammit fcukling impossibly urks! u've brought me enough hurt, come close to find all about me n then out they go when u'r fcukling drunk. u'r totally disgusting. all these help that i'm providing now ferr ur studies'r on the accord of us being classmates ferr this one marketing. u can forget about the future between us.

wouldyoujazzwithmeat
4:57 AM

it was family steamboat ferr fathers' day celebration at my god-parents' hus last night.

when i arrived, they'v started eating already. so he was at home last night, his gf also came along, [oh, his gf was a graduate from nyp, he was too. anyways, e 1st impression she gave me was: refined n all. so u can jus imagine the shock i had when she has got "wahlau" in almost every 3 sentences of hers. omg.] anyways he almost fell of the chair when i arrived. hahas.. it always happen with sth like tt when we see each other.

hmmm... then mel asked me not to eat 1st, wait ferr more seats n eat together with her. so i was like ok. n e next thing i knew was, she got herself a seat n startin eatin away. wtf. so i was blood-ly hungry, n i was tired, so i'v the rights to b angry alrights. so i went into the hus to start channel-surf on t-vee. too hungry n angry. they kept coming in to ask me to go out n eat. i got even madder. there's no more single shit space ferr me to sit. so its like as if i'm throwin my dearest princess-ly fcuk. but who on earth will have that thickest skin to SQUEEZE into the table? n somemore in b/w that cousin of mine n his gf?

so when i got seats at last, every one seems to want to sit next to me, tryin to be nice to me n all.

i jus simply dislike ppl who ask me to join them when its so fcukling crowded already. its being so extra. do they even have the sense at all?

gtg. dearest dad cooked me food again. oh. btw. jus last week i was 42kg. i'm 37.5kg now.
:((((((

wouldyoujazzwithmeat
1:50 PM

wells, ken came still. on the condition of having panadols as the entrance ticket. so he came n went at 6 where midnight charge has no more. then i had my sleep at the sofa as mel slept on my bed, sayin that her bed's uncomfortable. i had fun last night, i had fun dissing him. hahas..

gtg, meetin mirri ferr getting presents n mayb meetin sheralyn.

sher:: sorry ferr not meetin that day. (:

wouldyoujazzwithmeat
12:43 PM

i'm feeling better, bcos my dearest dad helped me take revenge on mel. hahas... :) love him.

wouldyoujazzwithmeat
2:24 PM

see see lets see..

went out with dearest fish today, n meetin lovely sher tomor. loving it.
i saw jess today, kinda surprised.
but wells, went home early cos its fish's sis's bday. happy birthday!!
felt kinda feverish.
u know how it always goes when u'r sick or not feeling well, goin emo.
thot of things that i thot i could put down but yet, controlled tears jus came down at dinner, partly bcos of my stooopid sis's rudeness. but major factor not cos of mel. i was hungry but no appetite. in e end i managed afew shove down my throat.
i'm goin to startin muggin early.
chew tian kean's coming over to study tomorrow night, i didnt ask him.

laters.

wouldyoujazzwithmeat
4:12 AM

dearest dad is sick. i think i m the cause. hais. i think i passed my tummyache n all to him. damn me.. hais..

wouldyoujazzwithmeat
8:43 PM

hmmm.. latest news:: mr tian has got a gf who's small and cat-like, a very sweet girl. [ details given by sam ]

i won't forget you ferr u made me who i m now. thanks ferr the sweetest memories. <333

wouldyoujazzwithmeat
6:53 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STANLEY!!!!!!!
muacks muacks!!

wouldyoujazzwithmeat
12:32 AM

i think i mentioned before, but i jus wanna say it again. i love my dad!! <3333

i know others will think i m a loser ferr asking ken's company. but heys, its jus that i got used to him already ma. so what if he got a gf? does it meant that we cant be s close s used to? [but still, i wont b able to trust him as much, too long of a story.. ..]

last night, ken came over to watch posiedon with me, but he fell aslp at the 2nd part, thr'r 3 parts altogether.
i told him that i wanna eat sth afr the show n all, he said oki. but he fell aslp n all. fine
so i tried waking him up since the show ended, but no matter how hard i shook him. he jus cant wake up. i mean, he once told me sayin that he has to wait or cal his gf at 4 plus. so i tried callin him up, jus in case he missed her call or what.
then his phone started ringing 2 hrs later, ard 5.30, 2 missed calls. at the 3rd call, i managed at last to wake him up. think it was his mom. so he just went. i mean. hello!! i m hungry, fcukling lousy guy.
so i was staring into space thinkin of my growling tummy. my dad came out n saw me, so he cooked ferr me while i went to bathe.
then he stayed home today,
bought brkfast, lunch ferr me, despite the fact that i woke up just in time fer tea-brk. then he cooked porridge ferr me again an hr later.
my dad's the only boy-friend i could really rely on.
no matter how late at night or early in the morning, when i get hungry, he will try to find food ferr me.
when i cant get to sleep, he would get me hot soya drink.

i love him, simply too much.

wouldyoujazzwithmeat
11:59 AM