happy birthday james.

=(

wouldyoujazzwithmeat
9:01 AM

i hate dumb people. because they make me dumber than i already am. i hate emotionally and intellectually weak and dumb people.
in other words. i hate myself.
i hate it when someone says "i told u so."
example: A, me and B.
A is harmful, B told me to stay away. but i decided to forgive n start over. but A hurts me again n again. so when B says "told you so", i will feel upset cos it jus so makes me feel stupid, not bcos of B.

n i jus kinda did said told u so to my sis. i so wanna slap myself.

i dont know what ever i am talkin about already.

wouldyoujazzwithmeat
2:17 PM

i'm like so awake now. supposingly, to my usual run. but i guess, singapore's really aint that safe. so i'm gonna stop jogging in e morning. mayb i'll try evening runs, which's like total impossible. i still prefer morning ones, cos e air's cold. nice. but hais. i'm bored now.

anyways, i'm sure everyone will at least receive one or two forwarded msges, that goes like how the sender cherish u n all? i mean, if u were e sender, u would obviously mean what that msg meant, then sending it to another person rights? i mean I WOULD ONLY SEND IT IF I MEAN WHAT THAT MSG MEANT. so i really totally don get it to receive those msges from him. hey. when was those i needed when i needed. now u'r stil blowing cold with me n yet sending me that kind of msges. i can so bet that its another prank joke of ur BEST FREN which he asked u to do.
usually i would b so happy to receive those kinda msg, it somehow shows that someone cares. but when i'm receiving from him. i would think, WTH.

wouldyoujazzwithmeat
4:44 AM

so many things happened e past days.

aunt doreen's becoming like my mom.

i dont know whether my mom treats me like a daughter now bcos i m her daughter or simply cos mel n jia r like that now, so she can only rely on me in the future? (my long frens will know of my relationship with my mom since young, so they will understand y i think this way. i dont know how to elborate much also, cos its jus too much stuffs.)

but its scary to talk to her cos i dont know how to talk to her. do u know how diffcult is it? i have to write a script out 1st to speak to her. hahas.. nvm.

wouldyoujazzwithmeat
2:56 AM

wouldyoujazzwithmeat
8:19 AM

OH happy HAPPY 43th BIRTHDAY DEAREST DADA!!!
i love you lots, n simply more. u know it.
thank you for trying to make my life bearable despite that witch for the past 18 yrs of mine.
thank you for never giving me up.
but however, no thanks to your laziness. heex..
thank you for your lame-ness.
thank you for still tryin to make ur marriage with the witch going, thou i know u wanna give up.
i cant promise a good life for you in the future, but u know i will do my best to give you the best.
u taught me, never give up, just do my best. i'm still learning, but u haven gave up on me. thank you. i love you!

make your eyes smaller n your jokes lamer! **hugs!

wouldyoujazzwithmeat
10:45 PM

my answers anyways,
- tiger, pig, cow, sheep, horse [horse was actually my 3rd choice but dono what made me changed to the last jus before proceeding to the next question]
it means pride, money, career, love, family. (that's the way i'd changed my priorties to, since last night.)
- Dog = loyal [i am]
cat = scary [my partner]
rat = evil [my enemies]
coffee = yucky [sex to me is?]
sea = simply beautiful [my life]
- yellow: kean
orange: Maggie
red: felicia
white: JJ [ not even sure whether he rembrs me]
green: Sheralyn
- 16
everyday.

wouldyoujazzwithmeat
9:00 AM

i saw this n did this. its totally unreal. believe me.

PERSONALITY TEST
The Dalai Lama said read it to see if it works for you. Very interesting. Just 4 questions and the answers will surprise you. Do not cheat by looking up the answers. The mind is like a parachute, it works best when it is opened. This is fun to do, but you have to follow the instructions very closely. Do not cheat.

MAKE A WISH BEFORE BEGINNING THE TEST!!

A Warning! Answer the questions as you go along. There are only four questions and if you see them all before finishing, you will not have honest results. Go down slowly and do each exercise as you scroll down. Don't look ahead. Get pencil and paper to write your answers as you go along. You will need it at the end. This is an honest questionnaire which will tell you a lot about your true self.
Give an answer for each item.

-Put the following 5 animals in the order of your preference. Cow Tiger Sheep Horse Pig

-Write one word that describes each one of the following: Dog Cat Rat Coffee Sea

-Think of someone (who also knows you and is important to you) that you can relate them to the following colours (do not repeat your answer twice. Name just one person for each colour.) Yellow Orange Red White Green

-Finally, write down your favourite number and your favourite day of the week.......................

Finished? Please be sure that your answers are what you REALLY WANT. Look at the interpretations below: (but first before continuing, repeat your wish.)

*This will define your priorities in your life.
Cow Signifies CAREER Tiger Signifies PRIDE Sheep Signifies LOVE Horse Signifies FAMILY Pig Signifies MONEY
*Your description of dog implies your own personality. Your description of cat implies the personality of your partner. Your description of rat implies the personality of your enemies. Your description of coffee is how you interpret sex. Your description of the sea implies your own life.
*Yellow: Someone you will never forget Orange: Someone you consider your true friend Red: Someone that you really love White: Your twin soul Green: Someone that you will remember for the rest of your life
*You have to send this message to as many persons as your favourite number and your wish will come true on the day that you put.
This is what the Dalai Lama has said about the Millennium-just take a few seconds to read it and think. Do not put away this message, the mantra will come out from your hands in the next 96 hours. You will have a very pleasant surprise. This is true, even if you are not superstitious. Please do this. It is fascinating. SEND THIS E-MAIL MANTRA TO AT LEAST FIVE PERSONS AND YOUR LIFE WILL IMPROVE 0-4 persons: Your life will improve slightly 5-9 persons: Your life will improve to your liking 9-14 persons: You will have at least 5 surprises in the next three weeks 15 or more persons: Your life will improve drastically and all that you have always dreamed will take shape.

wouldyoujazzwithmeat
8:52 AM

my aim of living in this world is to meet the people i'm destinated to meet.

wouldyoujazzwithmeat
11:56 AM

i just cut my fringe again. major ahahahhas!!
i changed my parting, n so i'v to kinda sweep it aside. heex. loving it at this min. hhas..
decided to continue with driving. wells.. hais.

wouldyoujazzwithmeat
1:05 PM

its been kinda long since the last post ya?

hmmm.. nothing much this holiday, jus out with old frens, driving and that on-off fever.

i'm so gonna try to make time for everyone, cos i may not know when's the last day. whatever.

i'm gonna learn the stuffs i so wanna learn. do the stuffs i so wanna do. life's short.
anyone around me, may be leaving me at anytime. learn to forgive n, forget about the forgeting part, bcos i only have this life time to know them. life's a funny thing.

take care people.

wouldyoujazzwithmeat
12:33 AM

i so wanna laugh about last night. i can only remember i walked for a very long distance. when i woke up i was on the bed. hahas.. weird.
stan, sorry about the trouble last night, but do not fear to bring sake again. this time i wouldn take my medicine. hahas

i'm telling you guys, i'm havin rashes, tummy pains afr having the medicines.
that stupid doc gave me a drug which is also panadol but stronger. i hav take it 4 times a day n 2 tablets each time. i get high each time n yet drowsy cos of the flu medicine.
i'm feeling very restless. i so wanna get a party down to my playground to view the moon with me.

laters.

wouldyoujazzwithmeat
8:20 PM

whee!! i jus cut my hair, n my fringe to m-shaped, but not that obvious, unless i really comb it str.
n i jus started my driving practical. hahas.. fright! i'm so afraid of knocking anyone down. hahas.. but its kinda fun. heex. till laters!

wouldyoujazzwithmeat
12:14 AM